Letting go of what we used to be.

I remember when we used to talk every single day. I remember the times when I wouldn't have been on facebook for more than 5 minutes when you used to ask me how my day was. Now it's like trying to get blood out of a stone every time I start a conversation.

I feel so unimportant in your life right now, I know that you'd much rather talk to other girls than me. I no longer seem to be your priority. How does that even work.

These are the times when I used to think I should just break up with, not bother putting the effort in anymore but the fact that it hurts this much to go everyday waiting for some form of communication, desperately clinging onto the hope that you do care just shows how much you do mean to me.

Its so hard being surrounded by all these couples who seem inseperable when there's us, two people almost dating a year and we haven't had a decent conversation in 2 weeks. I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried, but I don't know how much longer I can put myself through this everyday.

It just doesn't seem fair. I can be such a good girlfriend but at the moment my efforts don't seem appreciated and it's got to the point where I don't know if I should even be bothering. Why put all the work into this relationship if he's not willing to the same thing. I feel that I deserve a non shitty relationship yet nope.

I'm slowly but surely losing you and I don't know how to deal with it. To be honest I think I'm slowly losing the will to live. There doesn't seem to be a point to anything anymore.