When I want to be left alone, I want just that, to be on my own. Granted this is the most lonerish thing in the world but some days I don't want to have to explain myself or deal with other peoples problems I just want to go about doing my own thing.
This sounds weird coming from a self proclaimed people person but dealing and interacting with people who aren't your family is a lot different then being with your family. I find holidays the most trying time, I just can't be with someone for that long and have them not get on my nerves. Maybe I truly am an antisocial git who doesn't deserve what I've got.
One reason I'm looking forward to uni so much is that I'll be away from my family and I know this is exactly the reason why my mum doesn't want me to.
I guess you don't realize what you've got until you don't have it and I know I will miss them once I live on my own but at the moment I can't think of anything better.
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